Rainbows and Hopes

Today is a great day. This morning saw 2 rainbows in the sky which are beautiful. The rainbows brings hope and faith. If we can make it through the rain, we will see rainbow soon after. Always think positive and we will success in every single way. Just believe in ourselves and we will have a brighter day.

Things becoming more hectic and critical in Bangkok which lead me more worries and fears. My trip to Bangkok next month may call for cancel if the rally is still on. And as always, I hope everything's fine and the rally stops and the city resume normal, especially Silom Road / Saladaeng area which is the place I'll be staying. Just hope, hope, hope and hope.

Aside from Bangkok trip, another travel plan is coming up and in the stage of finalizing. Hope to make bookings by next month. It's another huge city named Hong Kong. I'm loving it!!!

Myself

I don't really know who myself is. I can't tell. Sometimes I hate being myself. I may always look happy a, but no one ever knows what I feel inside my heart. I'm actually lonely and sad kind of person who pretends to be happy everyday. This role is not easy to play. I have so much to think about each and every day, why can't just leave me alone and just free me?

My friends always push me to get a partner and can have all those sweet sweet moments. I understand that but if I am not fated to have a romance then why forcing myself to? I'm very stress you know! I do like alot of people, but is there anyone I truly love? Yes? No? I don't know!

My career is like a flat line. Not much ups and downs which is not challenging. Maybe I need to further studies to have more faith in my career. Or maybe I just left everything here and flew to any other place in the world and start a new life. And start to learn my new self.

I don't want to be like this anymore. I don't want to be myself. I want a new beginning. I want a new me.

掌聲響起

Oh I love this song. Really happy I can sing it even not so well, still love it!!!

Love In A Puff <志明與春嬌>

I really wish to watch this movie but unfortunately it is not available in Malaysia. I think have to wait it's DVD release. Gonna be patient abit!

Bangkok 2010

The political issues and the Red Shirts are still heating up Bangkok as of today. They don't seem to come to an agreement and settle down things. I am abit of worry for my upcoming trip to that city. It is just next month. I will land in Bangkok on the 21st of May. So I pray hardly that during the period of my stay, there will have no demonstrations and fightings. Just hope that the city become very peaceful.

My dad is trying to stop me from going as it is risking my life. But I will see how's the situation next month. My happy and excited mood has come to worrying mood now. I wanna do alot of shopping there. I wanna try their local foods. I wanna spend Thai Baht. I wanna rock their clubs. So please please allow me to go, make peace to Bangkok!